I've been sort of suppressing this for a long time. I swear that I can't get over the Lot One incident and the fact that I failed to get SHINee's signatures at the Oh Joonsung Concert. I was chatting with other Shawols on SeoulFM and the lot one incident was brought up. Some people were flaunting the signatures that they got and I just felt so livid. I'm rather tired of repeating my Lot One, Suju Super Show 2 and Oh Joonsung story over and over again so here it is.

SS2 I JUST FAILED TO GO AND STAND AT THE MOSH PIT BECAUSE OF PERSONAL REASONS. SO SCREW THAT.

Oh Joonsung concert - well I can't complain. I mean my friend went to see the concert partially for me. So we watched the concert on Tuesday instead of Monday. No signatures. Another disappointment.

Lot One - I got cut 7 people before me. The 1000th person was 7 people before me. I swear that my glare could have melted the flesh off of the guards and officials' face. NOT MINE, BUT THEIRS. How could they have come up with the worst management/organisation ever? I was THIS CLOSE to punching the guards face and I wish that I did so I could have broken their snobby noses and wipe that smirk off of their faces. THEY SHOULD KNOW THAT THEY ARE DEALING WITH FAN GIRLS/BOYS AND NO ONE IS GOING TO LET THEM OFF THAT EASY. That explains why people did pry open the doors of Lot One, nearly knocking down the barriers when they refused to let Shawols enter the roof garden, and so on. I know that that is unruly behaviour, but I didn't say that approve of them or did I participate in them. I'm just saying that they should NEVER underestimate fans. I can vividly remember the anger I'd felt then. Anger then fatigue and disappointment followed. Disappointment so strong that it could only crush me. I went home to shower, but it only brought on the tears because only then I was truly alone. I'd cried myself to sleep that day.

Here's the highlight. The next day, I saw people selling their autographed albums on fan sites and ebay. HOW DARE THEY DO THAT? And they daresay that they are fans? Their defense? "I'm a fan! I'm just trying to earn some money. I'd spent a lot of money on taxi fares and the album itself!" WHAT UTTER RUBBISH. IF YOU'RE A FAN YOU WOULDN'T EVEN DO THAT. You're a fake fan. A FAKE. People who claimed to be fan boys just went there to MAKE MONEY. (I'm not saying all of them, just some.) People who are stupid enough to buy the albums from them, well, I have to say that you're being stupid.

What's the point of getting the signatures when you didn't get it on your own? Seeing SHINee face front and getting their signatures on your own accord is what's most important! You didn't even get to see them sign it for you personally!

Audrey: " People get merchandises because they want to keep it for memory's sake, but an autographed album is only worth getting if you got it by your own efforts. I would rather not get it if I don't get to see them"

Labels: Lot One, SHINee, Super Junior, Super Show 2

Oh right, I'm suppose to post about SHINee's 2nd visit to Singapore. uhm, stay tuned for the post! HAHAHA!

Labels: K-Pop, Lim YuYi, SHINee, Showcase

I should have just gone there and save myself from all this regret. IT'S SUPER JUNIOR YOU IDIOT. HOW COULD YOU JUST SKIP OUT ON THEIR CONCERT? I'm just so mad at myself for not going? At first, I'd decided not to go because so many things were happening. But then I realised that I wanted to go so badly and it was planned since humans roamed the earth. So why not? Then after I decided that I wanted to go, there were complications. I needed my debit card, which was confiscated by whoever, to collect the tickets. I was mentally strained at 3am, so I decided not to go. MOSH PIT TICKETS LEH. WTF. I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF NOW. Then my friend told me she manage to get the tickets without my card. Sigh.

Yesterday I woke up, full of regret. I thought to myself, who cares if there's a risk in me going there and not getting the tickets? It was better than staying home. I cried when I realised that I had no way of changing things, since it was already so late.

1. Stay home, awkward atmosphere, feel pressurized.
2. go there, enjoy a hell of a weekend, get home and receive hell.

Which option sounds more appealing? To me, option 2.

I'm actually angrier than I'm sounding on this post. It's just that currently, it's more of the "laugh, what can you do about it? it's over. give in the fate" than the "GARH WTF IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE" thing. I'm really upset about it. I just... dammit forget it.

Labels: Super Junior

I feel SCAMMED by this sales lady at The Face Shop. I told her that I was allergic to billow extract, something that I had unfortunately found out the hard way. I mentioned that I bought the Tea Tree Emulsion from SKINFOOD and had temporary eczema on my neck. UGH, yet she still recommended me a product that had billow extract in it. I thought she picked something that was billow extract-free so I bought it. It was 19 bucks. I went home and looked through the items that I had bought on Saturday and I read the ingredients that were in the product that I am currently referring to. "BILLOW EXTRACT" POPPED OUT FROM THE LIST OF INGREDIENTS. My doctor only guessed that I was allergic to it. It was either that or Tea tree Oil or something else, but people are rarely allergic to tea tree oil, so he presumed that it was the billow extract that I was allergic to. I guess that I'm courting death eczema by applying the product on my face and neck area, but who knows, it may not have an allergic reaction. I'm waiting 24 hours later to see if the eczema acts up. If it does, yay, I'm allergic to billow extract.

Labels: Random Shiez

My secondary four classmates and I went to South Korea for a school trip. The setting was... Music Bank? Exciting~! Oh! I SEE SHINEE! They just finished performing and was watching the next performance in front of the stage. That means that fans can get to them. I'm surprised, why are there so little fans surrounding them? I ran towards the stage and stood next them. Somehow, Taemin's and my hand touched! Then he smiled at me! OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG.

Then, SHINee had to go backstage and get ready for something else. I smiled after they left and ran back in the direction that I'd come from. I saw three tall caucasian men walking towards the stage and I just stared at them in utter shock. They were at least 2 heads taller than me. OKAY, WHAT THE HECK. I rushed through the double doors and I came into an auditorium. (WEIRD) I saw Shimin sitting along the third row and I wanted to tell her what I'd just seen.

"SHIMIN! OMG I JUST SAW..."

Then the three men came walking in. I squinted my eyes at them.

"NVM I'LL TELL YOU LATER"

I continued running towards the back of the auditorium. Then, I saw Sella. (uh, she wasn't from my secondary school so I've no idea why she's there) And I told her everything about what had happened before. (the Taemin thing) Then the dream sort of ended there. LOL!

This is the first korean-related dream that I've had. I've not dreamt of anything throughout the past few months so I'm glad that I've finally dreamt of something after so long. I'm even happier that it's Taemin! :D Is this a sign?

*I JUST FOUND OUT THE MOST AMAZING THING. OMGOMGOMG. AUDREY! IM SO EXCITED! IT'S DEFINITELY A SIGN. MY DREAM IS BECOMING REAL. HAHAHA OMG.*

Labels: SHINee, SHINee:Taemin

My blog is NOT turning into a k-pop idol fashion site. I'm merely posting things that I like and I would most probably buy and stuff. Or maybe to post them up because I love them but can't ever have them. Besides, I get a lot of my information from other fashion sites -.- I have many 'fashionfinds' because I'm so free right now and I spend my time searching/researching things like this alike. I provide buy links for people who view the blog and they happen to want the items too. Convenient much?

But if you take anything from my blog, seriously, you have to credit me. Regardless if it's pictures or information, credit me. It's basic courtesy and my right.

Anyway, I was browsing through an SNSD style site and I saw something that I really liked. It's a Casio Baby-G watch that Sooyoung wore. I didn't manage to get the Adidas watch that I'd wanted before. I think it's no longer available!

This is Adidas' current collection. They are called Candy Full.


and another similar collection...


But what I had wanted was this:


I didn't like the solid colours on the oval-shaped body of the watch. The one that I'd wanted is a relatively old model, but I didn't get the chance to buy it last time. I felt that the Baby-G watch was nice and I thought that it would be a decent replacement for the Adidas watch that I've never got.





Personally, I like the black watch with the pink face.

I won't give buy links since these watches are available almost everywhere!

Credit to: Adidas, Casio, Style Soshified

Labels: Casio Baby-G, FASHIONFIND, SNSD: Sooyoung, watch

While searching for the Topgirl vest that IU/Hyori/Yoona/Jessica wore, I chanced upon Taemin tribal shirt! It's from Uniqlo! But I couldn't find any active buy links D; Apparently, Uniqlo changes there graphic tees ever so often! Sigh, does any kind soul still sell this amazing shirt? :D *Crosses fingers & toes*



credit to: casualcorea

Labels: FASHIONFIND, SHINee:Taemin, UNIQLO

*UPDATE*
I've been unable to find buy links for the vest. I'm trying really hard, but you know that finding the actual buy links is bleak when google starts spawning vietnamese links. Anyway, I've found similar military vests which could probably replace TOPGIRL's one. However the design is a little different as it flares out a little at the end unlike TOPGIRL's vest. By the way, the one that Hyori wore is light blue in colour but the one that I originally searched for was silver/grey.

*click to enlarge*



For vest 1, wetseal @22.50USD
For vest 2, Forever21 @24.80USD

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The vest is from the brand TOPGIRL. Lee Hyori wore it for TOPGIRL's photoshoot. IU, SNSD's Jessica and Yoona followed suit in photoshoots and stage performances. The vest was part of TOPGIRL's 2009 Spring Collection.

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Guess what I'd found at Haji Lane? It's the vest that I'd posted about before! Except that it is black in colour. It's imported from Korea so I'm guessing that it's the same vest. The price is.... 119SGD. The shop name is called Wicked and it's right at the front of the lane. Gorgeous! But so expensive D: If you want it, you should buy it soon! I'm guessing that that is the only piece.

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Sorry, seeing that my posts of IU's vest were very messy, I've decided to make it into one post.

IU wore it during Yu Heeyeol's Sketchbook. Sorry for the sucky screen caps!









It's available at here for 45bucks. I'm quite sure that it's in SGD, but who knows? It might just be in USD. Vests' cuttings are usually pretty small so I wasn't sure whether or not to order that particular vest online. Plus, the site-dude doesn't reply anyone -.-

Labels: FASHIONFIND, IU, LEE HYORI, TOPGIRL

I'm currently handling all my polytechnic admission things. WHY IS ADMITTING MYSELF TO POLY SO COMPLEX? ALL THESE FINANCIAL-CRAP-FORMS ARE A HINDRANCE. GARHHHH.

Anyway, today... I mean yesterday was my dad's birthday. We went out and had a sumptuous dinner at Crystal Jade Palace. IMPRESSIVE TTM. Hahaha! It was so expensive D; While walking around orchard, I realised that I should probably start wearing high heels. Since I personally dislike wearing or seeing heels that are less than 2 inch, I would probably look for to-die-for heels that are 2 to 3 inches high. I wonder if I have clothes to match them with...

I saw Alex at Ion's Starbucks. He looked like he didn't recognise me. THANKS UH.

Okay, I'm so bored and stressed out about filling out all the forms for poly. I shall just deal with them tomorrow since I need my parents to fill up the rest of the forms. For now, I shall just happily update my list of things that I've bought and have yet to receive and talk about k-pop with my friends.

Labels: Random Shiez

LOL, shit it's focusing on the wrong part. Oh well. Anyway, I'm still deciding on which colour to get for the American Apparel nylon gym bags. I fell in love with the gold(yellow) coloured one but I thought it would be prudent for me to get the opinions of others about this. I guess I'll be waiting till tomorrow before making my purchase.

My skin is getting better now! The doctor said that it was eczema. Thank God that it won't leave a huge scar! I just have to eat a tablet in the morning, another tablet at night and apply some cream on my neck and it'll be gone :D PHEW. Alright, I've got to have my dinner now. BYE!

Labels: Random Shiez

CURRENTLY CRAVING: STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE.

Labels: CURRENTLYCRAVING, Food

Muffin photo update! ♥

Muffin when he was about 4 months old.








Here is Muffin 11 months! I just took multiple shots of him today (:

































Cute much? :D

Labels: Muffin

SHINee Forums International gave 5 American Apparel gym bags to SHINee for Project SHINee Wonderland. The colours are bold and the design is simple. I want one for myself :D It's actually super Key-like. :D It can be identified by it's light grey strap and pocket-less sides! It's made of nylon and it's waterproof. Great for bold-carriers.

O: It's affordable! Wooohooo~!

BLACK/PURPLE/RED@12USD: eBay
ALLCOLOURS@17USD: American Apparel

Those were the cheapest prices that I could find. Personally, I like the regatta, red, purple, blue and gold ones. Lame, but they are the ones that are in the picture. Shawols have the same taste? (:


Credit to: SHINee Forums International, eBay, American Apparel

Labels: american apparel, bag, FASHIONFIND, SHINee

I'm trying to ditch the disappointment I'm feeling now. Remembering that day makes me so upset. Anyway, Chandni and I headed to Haji Lane yesterday. I loved my outfit yesterday, but I forgot to selca D:

We enjoyed ice cream at Pluck. Pluck is always a must-go when I head to Haji Lane. I had mango sorbet and vanilla bean. The mango sorbet was gobbled down. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ






I didn't buy much at Haji Lane. I just got my Ray Ban wayfarer in black at 15SGD! The shop sold it at a much cheaper price than before! HAPPY :D

We filed and painted our nails for 10SGD! It wasn't very well done and my nails were too short to be filed. I got SCAMMED. ): 5SGD for painting the nails and 5 SGD for filing and shaping. She failed to inform us that there were extra costs for shaping! Usually, express manicure does include filing and shaping, so I was wondering why in the world there were extra charges for it! The employees and the employer's kid were really friendly, but it's not worth it. The place was stuffy too ): Anyhooo, I picked a light pink colour for my nails. It looks like the icing on fake display cakes. o_O





We were hungry, so we walked to the nearest Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf and had our dinner there. The chicken bolognaise was surprisingly delicious and healthy! It's actually better than Pastamania's! The irony.







We were bored! Hahaha, so we hopped onto a bus to head to Katong for some pool. While waiting at the bus stop, we spotted some cute kittens!





Sorry for scaring you, guys! D:

Pool was an epic failure and we left after 3 incomplete games. We'd decided on an impromptu sleepover at Chandni's house :D I spent the night and early morning introducing k-pop to her.
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Fast forward..

I woke up after sleeping for 3 hours only to find myself itching at the neck. Fuck. I was shocked and utterly depressed! It's disgusting. I decided to leave early instead of accompanying Chandni to Meridian Junior College. I want to cry D; huhu~

So now, I'm sort of in a deep pit of depression. I need to visit my dermatologist soon! ):

Labels: Chandni, Haji Lane, Ice Cream, Nails, Pool, Shopping

I'm currently watching Hello Baby episode 6. It is unsubbed, but I like to watch it anyway. There are footage of SHINee's trip to Singapore in episode 6 and just thinking about it breaks my heart. I remember feeling so bitter and upset after the fan signing, probably even more after the Oh JoonSung concert. Now I feel like crying. D:

I mean, don't be mistaken. I love the fact that SHINee came and will be coming again to Singapore. But the disappointment really killed me that day.

Labels: SHINee, SHINee:Singapore

As I've mentioned before, I'm the only one in my clique who went to a polytechnic. Even if I'm so free, I have no one to go out shopping with D: When the 22nd of febuary finally reached, I was so ecstatic! Yuyi and I went to Far East Plaza to shop! I ended up buying more accessories even though I sweared to myself not to buy any more of them. I bought a really hot skirt for a good price! 25 SGD, if I remembered correctly. It's black and sexy :D No picture, sorry, especially since I'm the last person to model any clothes and I won't take the picture with the skirt lying limp on the floor. Obviously, we visited the Graffiti Cafe at the basement! I remembered to bring markers to decorate the place with more SHINee!












We left our mark ;D







A pair of skull earstuds that I'd bought for SGD 12!



We headed to Korean Town @Novena Square 2 for more shopping and food! Actually, there was nothing much to shop there, especially since Korean Town is only a level in the shopping mall. The clothes there weren't very nice either. Do Koreans seriosuly were clothes like that? O_o Anyway, I bought a denim vest for 35 SGD. Good buy! Especially since it replaced the vest that I'd originally wanted. (IU's vest that she'd worn during Yu Huiyeol's Sketchbook)

Yuyi and I had dinner at the korean restaurant located at Korean Town. The proportions are rather big. We couldn't finish everything! They have a set meal for 2 at the price of 33 SGD and if you want more food, there is a set meal for 2 at 38 SGD nett. I didn't take many pictures because we were both too hungry so we dug in immediately! Oh, in addition, they give you 6 side dishes along with the set meal at 33 SGD!






The 재중 double ring has just arrived!





Nice? It's made of fine steel (: A classy and simple design for 25 SGD. I got a discount from a friendly buyer!

FYI: I buy things that my idols wear because firstly, it's nice and secondly, they have what I have. It's as simple as that. I'm not to the stalker level and my closet does not equal to their closet. That is just weird. I buy what I see they wear if I like it and if I can pull it off.

Labels: DBSK:Jaejoong, Far East Plaza, Food, K-Pop Merchandise, Lim YuYi, SHINee, Shopping